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TiKHAL – Synthetic DMT smoked - Expansion and ego loss
Identifier
011639
Type of Spiritual Experience
Background
And expansion of the self
A description of the experience
TiKHAL – the continuation – Dr Alexander and Ann Shulgin
With 100mg of synthetic DMT smoked
As I exhaled I became terribly afraid, my heart very rapid and strong, palms sweating. A terrible sense of dread and doom filled me – I knew what was happening, I knew I couldn’t stop it, but it was so devastating. I was being destroyed – all that was familiar, all reference points, all identity – all viciously shattered in a few seconds.
I couldn’t even mourn the loss – there was no one left to do the mourning. Up, up, out, out, eyes closed. I am at the speed of light, expanding, expanding, expanding, faster and faster until I have become so large that I no longer exist – my speed is so great that everything has come to a stop – here I gaze upon the entire universe