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PIHKAL - Alexander Shulgin – TMA-6
Identifier
014795
Type of Spiritual Experience
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A description of the experience
Alexander Shulgin – PIHKAL – A Chemical Love Story
With 40mg of TMA-6
As the experience grows in intensity for the first four hours, I feel a strange mixture of plateaus, exuberance and strong negative feelings, all replacing each other. I found myself inside a stout, hemispherical shell, curled up in the solid part, thoroughly walled off but absolute master within the shell, calling all shots, making all decisions, in complete control. Moving beyond the half shell meant to become vulnerable, which I refused to do. Consequently my difficulty in hearing what other people say, becoming involved in their perspectives and lives. I keep relationships shallow, pull away inside my shell rather than become involved. I like to be by myself. This was a great revelation; I had never seen it before. This material had an enormous drive. I feel extremely grateful for exposing a very deep personal problem