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Ginsberg, Allen - High Priest - DMT
Identifier
015497
Type of Spiritual Experience
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A description of the experience
Timothy Leary – High Priest
Susan came back from her friend's about this time and went upstairs to her homework, and I followed her up to check on Allen. He was lying on top of the blanket. His glasses were off and his black eyes, pupils completely dilated, looked up at me. Looking down into them they seemed like two deep, black, wet wells and you could look down them way through the man Ginsberg to something human beyond. The eye is such a defenceless naive, trusting thing.
PROFESSOR LEARY CAME INTO MY ROOM LOOKED IN MY EYES, AND SAID I WAS A GREAT MAN. THAT DETERINED ME TO MAKE AN EFFORT TO LIVE HERE AND NOW.
Allen was scared and unhappy and sick. And still he was Iying there voluntarily, patiently searching, pushing himself into panics and fears, into nausea, trying to learn something, trying to find meaning.
Shamelessly weak and shamelessly human and greatly classic. Peter was lying next to him, eyes closed, sleeping or listening to the record.
I GOT NAUSEOUS SOON AFTER - SAT UP IN BED NAKED AND SWALLOWED DOWN THE VOMIT THAT BESIEGED FROM MY STOMACH AS IF AN INDEPENDENT BEING DOWN THERE WAS REBELLING AT BEING DRAGGED INTO EXISTENCE.
Allen asked me what I thought of him and his situation. I leaned over and looked down into the lack liquid eyes, fawn's eyes, man's eyes, and told him that he was a great man and that it was good to know him. He reached up his hand.
Can I get you anything, Allen?
No thanks. I'll be back in - awhile. He nodded.
ORLOVSKY WAS NAKED IN BED WITH ME AND HIS EROTIC GESTURES LOOKED REPTILLIAN, AS IF OUT OF HINDU-DEVA STATUARY HIS LIDDED EYES AND HOOKED NOSE ALM{OST LIKE BLUE KRISHNA STATUE FROM THE WRONG PLANE OF EXISTENCE NOT CONSONANT WITH 1960 USA